Enter a world of my Dreams and Nightmares

Exhaustion sucks

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 04:48:21 GMT

Well this week has been a long and exhausting one. Sarah quit last week leaving me to do all the deliveries and installs. It's a good thing in some ways but it sucks it so many more. I have to do north and locals pretty much everyday. I get some help from Bob and Satoshi but not that much. I've been running on empty for a few days now. Atleast with the weekend here I will be able to relax. I am getting my long desired raise. Hooray for small miracles! well time to chill

Why is work always so damn early

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 15:19:16 GMT

I think it's time to start going to bed sooner cause my bed and I need to stop fighting in the morning. It wants me to stay and I know I have to go. Talk to Jessica some more last night. We caught each other up on life and things and how to eat babies. (Mmm babies such the health treat) I've been looking back on past relationships the last couple of months, wondering if I have learned anything from them and the answer is no. I keep stupidly making the same mistakes. I have learned a few things like with Mandy and I I learned to take nothing for granted. That even though things are good they can end at any moment. To make everyday like the first time we met and too keep surprising her. well back to work I have to go to seattle today and Man do I hate driving in the downtown area. Everyone cramed on top of each other. so then Suck it Blue

The dead among us...mainly me

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 04:23:36 GMT

I have risen... ok let's not kid ourselves, Well I'm back from my break from this beak place. I've seemed to be drawn to this place. Well what's new with you all? Me not much as changed. Still single and lonely but that comes with the territory. Did have a party a few days ago with Rob tom tony and branden. It was a a blast Rob got way to drunk then followed Tom and Branden . I was pretty fucked up and tony only had one beer all in all it was alot of fun. Playing Mario party and pay hoageto the fallen Steve Irwin (we miss you by crocky. In the morning I talk to an old friend Jessica. It was good to hear from her. I've missed her I think she misses me alittle too hard to tell. Work is still the same old same old. Tony looks like he got that mustang he wanted soon racing will happen provided Branden fixes his fucking car sometime this century. Then it will balls to the wall time especially with Branden's driving sliding everywhere. Well I've return to spread all that is evil and wicked drop a line sometime BWHAHAHA!

Warp Tour

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 22:27:40 GMT

I just got back from Warp tour. Let me say those who didn't go you have no idea what you missed but it's cool see ya

Life as I know it

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 00:03:15 GMT

Well Mandy and I have broken up for good. I'm currently getting a new apartment. Don't feel bad for either one of us cause we both doing good. It was a mutual breakup so we both are still friends so that is cool. So now I'm back on the market and it kinda sucks

party wooo

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 15:37:31 GMT

I partied too hardie, but damn that was fun

Mayday Mayday!

Mon, 01 May 2006 23:49:49 GMT

Well it's been awhile now hasn't it. Ok so for main topics. Sarah came back to work and things actually gotten better. Jim graduates from basic on Friday. I bet he's stoked. Went to Bryan's b-day party. He got so tore up, I wasn't much better but at least I didn't puke that night. I did how ever fall down some stairs and over a couch. Got some funny pictures of it too. I got to play Super Mario Bros. on the Snes at Cealica's I got how much fun that was. I did beat it in two hours (it's way too easy now but still fucking fun). I got to see Silent hill twice. It was so fucking cool, I saw it the first time with Mandy and her friend Toni and Tony. We took his Jeep to the drive-in in Shelton. Took the top off and enjoyed. Then I saw it the following day with Tony again and Rob and Dani. Rob jumped at one point, Of course Tony and I made fun of him. Run into chris a few days ago. He seems to enjoy his new job, wish I saw him more or that he might want to hang out more but if he just wants to chill with Pam I guess I have no say. Trying to sell the mazda. I want to get a sporty car and I have no use for the mazda anymore since no one really rides with me. I think I want a 91 Toyota Supra or a 05 to 06 Tc Scion. Not to sure but I think either one would be cool. Mandy bought Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children for me. IT'S SO GOD DAMN AWESOME I CAN'T EVEN STAND IT. Even the english dubbing is good, I'm very impressed. I got Warp Tour tickets, going to get a hotel in Yakima with Mandy, Bryan, Cealica, and Tony. I think Rob and Dani are coming with, Chris and Pam might as well. Need to get a digital camera, amp and subwoofer for mandy's Ion. Hmm... I can't think of anything else to write about expect Kaylin is the poo Bwhahaha! I'm evil

Work just keeps getting weird

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 01:41:56 GMT

Well Sarah came back. Was for sure she got fired. Well it's a small matter cause she's not my boss anymore, in fact got a serious demotion which is cool with me. Silent Hill comes out on the 21st and I want to get a few people together for it. Sometime over that weekend would be cool. And also I want get people to go to wild waves over Memorial day weekend. I saw a wicked wood roller coaster there one day when I did deliveries up in Federal Way. Warp Tour tickets go on sale on friday 40 bands I'm so fucking stoked. Motion City Soundtrack, Afi, Anti Flag are going to be there it's going to be so bitchin. I can't wait. It's going to be on July 15th. Well that's what is going on so See ya

Stupid people and stupid reasons for quitting a job

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 01:41:56 GMT

Well to all those who ask for a job, here's your chance. After being harassed and threatened with losing my job. I finally stood up to my supervisor and call her out on what a bitch she has been to me. Look if I can't do my job that's one thing but when I do my job and the most of her's don't bitch at me and say I'm stupid and threat me with losing my job. Well I brought it to Satoshi attention what was she doing and she tried to lie her way out of it,(bitch). So we had a meeting with her (this was like the 12 meeting we had but those were all about bash on me for all the stuff she doesn't do) This time it's her turn. She got off pretty easy a lot easy than I liked but Satoshi knows if he didn't do something I would have gone to L & I. She gets a slap on the wrist not much of talking to at all. So we go back to work and she just walks out the door and never comes back. Why I ask you? What was the point? I mean if she was trying to screw the company she failed cause she was only here for two months no one even noticed. So now there is a position available. I'm not making promises but there chance if you want it. Peace

bored and lonely and stuck with laundry

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 23:00:10 GMT

Well hello there. I'm at my parent's house, housesitting if you will. Bored out of my GOD DAMN MIND! I have three days of nothing to do. Mandy stayed till today but she has to work so now I'm alone. No one really hangs out anymore so I'm stuck doing laundry and watching Cartoon Network which is getting alittle old. Well I'm here for sometime so if you want to hang I'm here.

Come slide with me

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 01:40:32 GMT

Well my birthday bash was a huge success. I got 11 people to go which were, Manda, Hap (so very happy they came) Damein, Tony, Tom, Jim, Cristin, Rob, Dani, Mandy and the poo. Jim won all the races but that's fine. Everyone seemed to have a blast racing and drifting the karts around the track. I crashed twice and everyone else did maybe the same. We watched another group go and some crazy woman plowed right through the track wall. Afterwards we went to Sizzler and had some dinner and some interesting entertainment. Fucking sick drinks and phalic ice cream. It was all good, then to the Tacoma mall for some shopping. I found a Merv poster from Sin City and a Saito pin for my coat. Then to Rob's for pool and more karting action. Tom brought the Mirror Mask moive which I liked a lot but that is what wrapped up the night. Got home at about 4 and cut down a forest. Hopefully we will do it again soon. And for those who missed it you have no idea how much fun you missed

AH! It's Crumbling

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:22:37 GMT

So Chris has decided to drop out of the party. He can tell you why it's a shortage of funds. Hopefully no one else will drop. It looks like 15 people will be there maybe more I'm not sure. When we meet at Safeway I will get you all the directions there. I'm going to call you all the day before the party to make sure who is all coming. Hope to see you soon.

Death comes for me

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 01:11:43 GMT

Today I'm 21. It's over I got one foot in the grave. So my wake is on the 11th of March at 4:00 pm. We should all meet at the safeway in Yelm at 2:00. Then we can see who is riding with who and all. so far I have 8 that are going and 10 that are trying to get the day off or are not sure. I hope to see you all there. It's hard to believe I'm as old as I am. Time to get naked and jump in the ocean. See ya

Schemes and Details

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 00:18:18 GMT

Ok here's the deal. March 11, which is a saturday. Is when the kart racing bash is happening. Three 20 lap races. Points by position finished each race. Bachelor / Birthday person races free.
Minimum of 6 drivers in party required. that's the race three races 20 laps each with a 5 lap practice run. It will run you 40 bucks. I know it sounds like a lot but that's 65 laps of pure racing. Let me know what you think.

A Quest of Epic Proportions

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 04:20:01 GMT

I have embarked on an epic quest! You might even say its a hopeless chance of making miracles happen. I have decided to try to get the whole old group back together for one big party. I'm not sure what the outcome will be but I hope it will be a good one. I don't know, I guess what started me on this was the fact that Chris called me out of the blue today. I was kinda like, wow i havent' seen Chris in I don't know how long. Its been since like october. Before, we used to be inseparable. Then it got me to thinking where the rest of the group went, how we barely see each other anymore. Thats what got me thinking about what happens on my birthday. How all of us would get together and just go crazy. I miss those days, those days were fun. Now it just seems that we all hate each other and would rather not see each other again. So thats why I've decided to try this..... venture out. There will be another birthday bash for me. But it won't really be for me, it'll be more like for the old days. I hope everyone will come, or at least try to come. History will see if I am a fool or possibly just a believer. I don't know. We'll see.

Easy days are the best days

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:00:05 GMT

How's it going self? well it's mighty good. Today was hella easy as far as north by myself went. after a false start today, it went pretty smooth. Hopefully the rest of the week will be the same but I don't know only time will tell. Well no real interesting news. close and shutdown.....*click*

Boring day

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:10:11 GMT

Not much going on today. Not really anything happens when I have to go up north don't ask me. Ask my parents over for dinner think it would be funny to have dinner as a family. Finally They made a Silent Hill movie I'm so stoked. It has to be the scariest game I think cause it plays on the fear of the unknown. Hopefully the movie will be the same. They changed a few things like the main character is a woman now. It looks as though they blended the first and second game together for the movie. Well I can't wait for it to come out. until then bye

New Job new life

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 02:50:33 GMT

Hello brain. Well I started my new job today at coast. It went pretty good I think but I'm not the judge of things. It feels good to be out of fast food again . I feel for those still stuck there. It's not a bad gig doing the delivery's I start at just a little above min wage but after thirty days I'm going to get a raise. Which is a very good thing. Hmm? Can't really think of anything to say not much is going on right now but whatever.

The world turns

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 22:17:22 GMT

It's been a while since I've put up a message. Not that anyone reads it anymore, which is ok this journal will go back to the way it was. A place for me to put my thoughts. A lot has changed in me and those around me since I started to type here. Loves won and lost,Friends betrayed and loyal. Since I got back for the Navy things have been tough. The group is pretty much gone. Manda and Hap still don't talk to me but I'm sure their doing just fine. Things with with Mandy and I got a little shaky then down right nasty. Everyone I'm sure knows by now what happened but for those who don't Mandy cheated on me with Jim. There I said it, we worked everything out and things have gotten has close to normal has they can.( that's what was going on Manda if you read this) right now I have an interview with Coast coming up tomorrow. I'm praying that I get this so I can quit Bk, I'm so sick of that place. I've seem to have lost touch with most of you but I'm sure you have your reasons, too busy, I live too far to see, or the fact that you just don't like me. All very good reasons why we don't hang anymore. Well I think I'm going to close this entry. Bye

If your listening

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 05:34:09 GMT

Hello, Christmas is here and I can't wait any longer. Work sucks like usual. Trying to find a better job is my main objective. Well drop me a line

T-Day

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 23:24:33 GMT

I am now fat and happy cause I am FULL! yea for me.

To those who care

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:13:34 GMT

To anyone who still cares. I'm not sure what has happened to me but all I know is that it hurt. this will take time to get over so... I will see you or talk to those who are still my friends later.

Looking for the kingdom of heaven

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 02:34:18 GMT

Hello there. So I'm not dead yet. Well close to it. Things are a little crazy in my life right now. Trying to find a better job and start school again. moving out of Mandy's place cause we just weren't ready to move in together. Mom's mad about every little thing now she's trying to get mandy to dump me. It's a little on the frustrating side. I'm trying to piece my life together and there is always someone trying to bring it down again. well not much more to say so until the next time. We'll always have paris.

All Hail the Socialist

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 14:43:25 GMT

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AHHHHH Update

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 03:53:09 GMT

Hello how's it going? not much happening here I might get my Gamestop job back which is cool. well much love

Corey